Stupid forever

Dear you, this is the only place where i know that noone read it but u. But that was the old u. U know how u used to said that we are meant for each other? There was time when i thought u're right. Sbb we  always end up together.  Tp kn. i just found out that u dgn kakak tu tak pena break pn. So kira i kne tipu hidup2 2 kali. U know what they say. Fool me once, shame on u. Fool me twice, the shame is on me. Nk maki takde num u. I pn tak tahu mcm mana nk let go of this anger. Bukan anger pn. More to sadness kot. I seriously thought we would at last find ourselves together in the end. Tp tak pn. U were the only one yg accept all my flaws and consider them as my strength. Dlu i thought at least ad la sorg yg love me sgt sgt. But i guess ur love is cheap. Dlu i igt i yg jahat sgt. I buat u trok2. Tp sebenanya tak ckop trok pn. Bodoh nya i dlu.  I ni skrg pn dh ckp belit2. Ikut u la ni. Anywho, just know that i think u and kakak make the perfect couple. U both deserve each other. And i am officially removing this stupid forever hope on us. I really do hope u baca ni. U pnya 1643 tu kn is bullshit. Goodnight. Assalamualaikum.

i love HIYM

“Oh, we’re not drinking here, tonight we’re going big. Let’s see, what club should we hit first? There’s Club Was … There’s Wrong.” – Barney
“Umm, those places shut down a long time ago.” – Marshall
“Oh no!” – Barney
“Oh No shut down, too.” – Marshall
“There’s Where.” – Ted
“Where’s Where?” – Jerry
“Where’s where Was was isn’t it?” – Lily
“No, Was wasn’t where Where was, Was was where Wrong was. Right?” – Barney
“OK?” – Jerry
“Not OK, that place is lame.” – Ted
“OK is Lame? I thought Lame was a gay bar, or is that wrong?” – Robin
“That’s wrong. That’s not Wrong.” – Marshall
“Guys, focus.” – Barney
“Oh, I like Focus, let’s go there.” – Robin
“Where?” – Ted
“Not Where, Focus.” – Robin
“I thought Focus was closed?” – Lily
“No Was was closed. Once Was shut down and reopened as Closed.” – Barney
“So Closed is open.” – Marshall
“No Closed is closed.” – Robin
“I don’t know … third base!” – Jerry
“Ehhhh … Third Base is all frat guys.” – Robin
“I’ll go any place, OK?” – Lily
“NOT OK, OK is lame.” – Ted
“OK is not Lame, Lame is a gay bar.” – Robin
“Guys, shut up.” – Lily
“No, Shut Up shut down. I can’t believe I don’t know the clubs anymore.” – Barney
“Guys, just pick a club, OK?” – Marshall
“NOT OK.” – Ted
“OK is LAME … Gay bar!” – Everyone
“For the record, I was in there once by accident, I’m pretty sure it’s pronounced Lamé.” – Marshall
“It’s Hopeless, isn’t it?” – Barney

my forever

u used to be my forever. but now, i have a change of heart. i can;t live a day without hurting u. i don't know what is wrong with me. i keep on hurting u over n over again. i love u but my presence hurt u. i'm sorry. i'll just go with the flow.

in life
love comes and go
we laugh for it
we smile for it
cry our heart out
its painful
bermula dgn persahabatan
segelintir pula cuma sedar
tika ia hilang
semata mata utk rasa dihargai
ada yg percaya cinta ini utk selamanya
for some of us
finally we realized that life is not a fairytale
we need to start over
demi sebuah impian
tak salah utk kita berkorban
bila mana hati kita rapuh menghadapi realiti
nangis..nangis semahunya
tapi jgn biarkan hati kita terus rebah
sejauh mana kita kenal hati budi seseorang
kita tetap tak boleh buat penilaian
in life we have to learn to let go
and keep moving
the more u wait
the more tiring it is
bermula dgn hati, angan, dan mimpi
sebesar mana pun kedudukan kita
segagah prinsip
mampu goyah bcoz of love
bcoz we're human beings
mudah lemas bila cinta nya lemah
kita harus kuat kan hati
percaya naluri
just admit it
lafaz kn
cintaku mahukn dia
actually hanya tuhan yg tahu penghujung hidup saya
but saya tahu permulaan cerita
terpulang pd kita utk buat pilihan
whether we choose to win or lose
i choose to win...;D

*this thing keep me going. i miss u CB

best date ever!!!!!!

but u hate my hair. huwaaaaa. sedih. i guess i can admit that my hair does definitely look like a chicken. u were super sedih when we parted. hope to see u soon. but i guess that's not gonna happen. :( xoxo

i miss you

i miss you. too much for me to handle. u may not feel it. but i do. how to make u understand that i love u more than u can imagine. i never thought that i could love someone like i do now. i miss your phone calls. i miss your text. i miss everything about u. come back u. i wanna recaptured what we had. if u read this. i love u. xoxo.

more more n more to come

8 bux/each

3.5 bux/each

UTM fenomenafest.....

handmade paper bag 1 bux

handmade clutches 15 bux

ladies accessories 1 for 2 bux/3 for 5 bux

3 months is too long

chop off

i cut my hair short..

no. i actually CHOP IT OFF

but i kindda like it..ngee..

so....2nd year here i come..phew~

with my newly CHOP OFF hair

BIG BROTHER!!!

after a few days of hanging out with THEM..
they make me want to have a big brother so BADLY..
waaaa!!for the love of god..gimme 1 SUPER HOT LOVING BIG BROTHER...

jb is COOL

some KL girl from MY COUSIN'S MATRIX..

ask her....

"kt JB ada STARBUCKS tak???"

what an UNEDUCATED QUESTION..

duhh..this is JB lah..not some kind of a FAR FAR AWAY KINGDOM..

we act have 6 hubs in jb

1. CITY SQUARE

2.TMN U

3.JUSCO PERMAS JAYA

4.JUSCO TEBRAU

5.JUSCO BUKIT INDAH

6.THE ZONE

no offence KL-rian..

kiss kiss

red shoe

i saw this red flats...cute gila..thats definitely my next pair of shoes..and its on SALE!!!!who could resist a pair of RED shoes on SALE..and it is SUPER COMFORTABLE..but.....

there must be a BUT kn..

MONEY..MONEY..MONEY...

after less pn i still cant afford it

my pay check dah masuk..but then after i spend it all on shoes..i nk hidup mcm mana???

shit la..

then this STUPID broadband plak buat hal..

gila lembab..

nk upload pics pn tak bole..

urrrggghhh

thank god tomorrow is MOVIE DAY..

later alligator

kiss kiss

backk!!

last published was in OCT '09

im back..for good..;)

no more forgetting password..swear!

last night i dreamt i had this sexily seductive dessert..

AUNTIE BOON lets hit THE APARTMENT!!

the absorber and mrs chuck bass

soo the whole class is creating what type of super power they would like to have..me??i want to be the absorber..technically everyone in the class have their own super power..i'll be surrounded with superheroes in no time..heres how it works..whenever im near with anyone that have any type of super power im actually absorbing their super power..but it wont effect their abilities..i still have the thing u call HEART..not only using the power while im with the owner but i cn also keep the power..i cn almost do anything..flying..healing..stop the time..control anything using my finger..cooking..can take anything by saying the name of the object..turn back time..make everyone fall in love with me..if i really can do that..besides than my families and my friends that are already madly in love with me..i only need one man's love..and he is chuck bass!!!with him in my life..i'll be jumping around the whole year..from helena azmi to mrs chuck bass..i dont need anything else..but i stil need the super power to make chuck love me forever..;p..i'll be the richest maiden in manhattan..i'll be able to speak anya.marc jacobs.gucci and even bugatti's language fluently..and blair and serena will be my bff..me and chuck???we're meant to be together..chuck bass is my forever!!xoxo

opinon minions..

i had alot of fun..my group was fun and cool and also creative..so we came up with a brilliant idea about two girls took a brave ride home..when the audience were worrying about their safety..it so happened that the two girls are actually robbers..and tried to rob the driver and her sissy friend..i think the class enjoyed it alot..and i hope u do too..cause our group enjoy it mucho..xoxo

update

so far..i learned about the real deal about writing an essay..i used to hate writing essay..my english spm result depends on my objective and literature..i have to save some marks for my essay writing..but now..after attending ur class..all the supporting details and topic sentences really help me alot..im alittle bit slow learner..be patient..mucho gracias!xoxo

newbies

im a very sensitive freak..i cry a lot..but now im tryin my best to save my tears..because if i dont control it i might be the first one to ever dried out of tears..i can cry over the tiniest silly things..like how my little brother mess up my comics collection..hehe..i used to think that im just a clumsy girl..but when time pass by..and i still have this disease on breaking glasses..so technically im cursed..when im in standard 6...just after 2 years of wearing glasses..i had my glasses replaced more than 7 times..as u know im also a sleepy head..i can be asleep from 10 pm until 11 am..i love food..i can eat almost everything anytime anywhere..except for beansprout..i dont know why..but i hate them alot..my problem in english would be my GRAMMAR..speaking or writing..the tenses always confused me..i expect this class to be interesting..because its english..and i hope that i can improve my grammar..i looooovvvvvvveeeeeee english!!!!!!!!xoxo