Stupid forever

Dear you, this is the only place where i know that noone read it but u. But that was the old u. U know how u used to said that we are meant for each other? There was time when i thought u're right. Sbb we  always end up together.  Tp kn. i just found out that u dgn kakak tu tak pena break pn. So kira i kne tipu hidup2 2 kali. U know what they say. Fool me once, shame on u. Fool me twice, the shame is on me. Nk maki takde num u. I pn tak tahu mcm mana nk let go of this anger. Bukan anger pn. More to sadness kot. I seriously thought we would at last find ourselves together in the end. Tp tak pn. U were the only one yg accept all my flaws and consider them as my strength. Dlu i thought at least ad la sorg yg love me sgt sgt. But i guess ur love is cheap. Dlu i igt i yg jahat sgt. I buat u trok2. Tp sebenanya tak ckop trok pn. Bodoh nya i dlu.  I ni skrg pn dh ckp belit2. Ikut u la ni. Anywho, just know that i think u and kakak make the perfect couple. U both deserve each other. And i am officially removing this stupid forever hope on us. I really do hope u baca ni. U pnya 1643 tu kn is bullshit. Goodnight. Assalamualaikum.

i love HIYM

“Oh, we’re not drinking here, tonight we’re going big. Let’s see, what club should we hit first? There’s Club Was … There’s Wrong.” – Barney
“Umm, those places shut down a long time ago.” – Marshall
“Oh no!” – Barney
“Oh No shut down, too.” – Marshall
“There’s Where.” – Ted
“Where’s Where?” – Jerry
“Where’s where Was was isn’t it?” – Lily
“No, Was wasn’t where Where was, Was was where Wrong was. Right?” – Barney
“OK?” – Jerry
“Not OK, that place is lame.” – Ted
“OK is Lame? I thought Lame was a gay bar, or is that wrong?” – Robin
“That’s wrong. That’s not Wrong.” – Marshall
“Guys, focus.” – Barney
“Oh, I like Focus, let’s go there.” – Robin
“Where?” – Ted
“Not Where, Focus.” – Robin
“I thought Focus was closed?” – Lily
“No Was was closed. Once Was shut down and reopened as Closed.” – Barney
“So Closed is open.” – Marshall
“No Closed is closed.” – Robin
“I don’t know … third base!” – Jerry
“Ehhhh … Third Base is all frat guys.” – Robin
“I’ll go any place, OK?” – Lily
“NOT OK, OK is lame.” – Ted
“OK is not Lame, Lame is a gay bar.” – Robin
“Guys, shut up.” – Lily
“No, Shut Up shut down. I can’t believe I don’t know the clubs anymore.” – Barney
“Guys, just pick a club, OK?” – Marshall
“NOT OK.” – Ted
“OK is LAME … Gay bar!” – Everyone
“For the record, I was in there once by accident, I’m pretty sure it’s pronounced Lamé.” – Marshall
“It’s Hopeless, isn’t it?” – Barney

my forever

u used to be my forever. but now, i have a change of heart. i can;t live a day without hurting u. i don't know what is wrong with me. i keep on hurting u over n over again. i love u but my presence hurt u. i'm sorry. i'll just go with the flow.

in life
love comes and go
we laugh for it
we smile for it
cry our heart out
its painful
bermula dgn persahabatan
segelintir pula cuma sedar
tika ia hilang
semata mata utk rasa dihargai
ada yg percaya cinta ini utk selamanya
for some of us
finally we realized that life is not a fairytale
we need to start over
demi sebuah impian
tak salah utk kita berkorban
bila mana hati kita rapuh menghadapi realiti
nangis..nangis semahunya
tapi jgn biarkan hati kita terus rebah
sejauh mana kita kenal hati budi seseorang
kita tetap tak boleh buat penilaian
in life we have to learn to let go
and keep moving
the more u wait
the more tiring it is
bermula dgn hati, angan, dan mimpi
sebesar mana pun kedudukan kita
segagah prinsip
mampu goyah bcoz of love
bcoz we're human beings
mudah lemas bila cinta nya lemah
kita harus kuat kan hati
percaya naluri
just admit it
lafaz kn
cintaku mahukn dia
actually hanya tuhan yg tahu penghujung hidup saya
but saya tahu permulaan cerita
terpulang pd kita utk buat pilihan
whether we choose to win or lose
i choose to win...;D

*this thing keep me going. i miss u CB

best date ever!!!!!!

but u hate my hair. huwaaaaa. sedih. i guess i can admit that my hair does definitely look like a chicken. u were super sedih when we parted. hope to see u soon. but i guess that's not gonna happen. :( xoxo

i miss you

i miss you. too much for me to handle. u may not feel it. but i do. how to make u understand that i love u more than u can imagine. i never thought that i could love someone like i do now. i miss your phone calls. i miss your text. i miss everything about u. come back u. i wanna recaptured what we had. if u read this. i love u. xoxo.

more more n more to come

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